Joined on 4/21/18
Posted by DevAesthetic - November 3rd, 2020
For the past 10 years, Social Media was one of those things that took up alot of my life. It was a distraction, and all a waste of time and energy to use. Very dramatic. But now It's been 2 months and I have never felt so much better. Yeah, very rarely i come back to post something to migrate my friends over to discord, But other than that every time it would be like a minute and im gone without worry over Notifications. But damn, It feels great being away now.
Posted by DevAesthetic - July 9th, 2020
So... I'm 22 years old turning 23 in just a few months. I noticed lately that my behavior has been, Not me, and more mature. I've been more serious but still kinda myself. I guess I just have some sort of Late puberty going on? I can't tell, I'm just blabbering. For a very long time now, I've been looking at porn. I've been basically a fucking coomer all this time, With basically a porn addiction. I know I have it, It's gotten really hard but suddenly? It's been getting easier to control it. I've gotten to the point with nsfw art that I've been against looking at it, Hell, I feel nothing about it. "HEY GUYS LOOK AT THIS CHARACTER WITH HUGE FUCKING KNOCKERS DOING SILLY WITH A FUNNI MEME IN BACKGROUND" is all the NSFW community tends to be, Of course that's just me generalizing because In reality that's not everyone. But It becomes so stale overtime. Reapeating the same poses over and over again, Like I've been more impressed with artists who takes alot of time and originality to make something that makes me go "Damn, That's impressive." with NSFW art. I know in the past on here, I drew some nsfw art type stuff. Just a little bit. But when I made those, I wanted to make something that looks just as impressive as the last image I made. It was a goal of mine to really get down with Anatomy and shading to make something so impressive. It's quite hypocritical really coming from me, But nonetheless, I was trying different things. I've been told in the past that I have potential, and I really do feel that. I guess I just don't try hard enough, But I wanna get back into it, Learn anatomy, Learn Shading, Learn the fundamentals of Art. Anyways, I'm getting off track and I blame myself for staying up this late to make this post. What I'm trying to say, I'm cleaning up my own act and do better. If my series ever takes off and people drew porn of my characters? I actually wouldn't really care for it tbh, I would still be greatful that you did so.
I'm glad that I'm taking this step, and what I said isn't me trying to hate on NSFW artists who does their work. I mean yeah, With certain things that is not good Irl being drawn, I'm deffo not okay with it. Especially knowing that Art can reflect reality, and I can feel like those people really wants what they're drawing. I bet you didn't realize that at all, But think about it, Are you attracted in reality of the things you draw?
Anyways, Like I said, No hate, But I do have some things to say about the NSFW community as it's not all puppies and rainbows in the community. And that I'm getting off this wild ride.
Posted by DevAesthetic - May 19th, 2020
I'm finally going to start on something that I've been on and off about for the past 5 years now. The many times of Motivation lost and shit has been something. I'm always tired as a person, and currently am. But I'm trying to chug through and try to get this out there, before asking for opinions.
Feel free to follow if you wanna see more in the future
Posted by DevAesthetic - December 17th, 2019
That is the biggest cesspool of Idiocracy I have ever been on. My computer is currently saying the word for Idiocracy is a incorrect word, But it should be a word in the Webster's Dictionary and the definition of Idiocracy should just be "Twitter". How the hell do you all even stand it?